Do you know who I hate? People without compassion. I'm in pain, feeling like crap, and somehow it's my fault? Everything wrong with my body and mind is my fault? Who would CHOOSE this? No one who isn't masochistic, but masochism itself is a disorder, or at least a symptom of one. If you want me to feel even crappier than I already do, you say stupid things like that - saying it's all my fault. I would do just about anything to throw this life away and start over with a good one. But I can't do that, so the least you can do is NOT PISS ME OFF.
They say that people typically have a higher tolerance for the behaviours of family and loved ones, but I am proof of just how untrue that is. When a family member does something stupid, that only makes things worse. Such things coming from a loved on magnifies the negative effects. It makes me imagine stabbing a person repeatedly until they gargle to death on their own blood. I get pissed off when other people go through this, but when I go through it... Yeah - way to go loved ones.
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